- calc exam tomorrow
- chem lab exam tomorrow
- 6 page theology paper due on monday
- 4 page acs paper due on monday
- engineering project + presentation due on tuesday
- acs final presentation the following saturday
- resume + linkedin account due ASAP
and yet here i am picking out clothing for the build a bear frog that i will probably never go through with buying
Today in theology, I spaced out and had a huge revelation. And then I made a decision.
I realized that I hate the lifestyle I’ve adopted since coming to college. Although all of the available foods here have allowed me to eat more well-rounded meals, the unfortunate truth is that most of those meals are well-rounded with more fat and sodium and sugar. And thus, I’ve become more well-rounded if you get what I’m saying…
I’ve also stopped exercising. Back in Stuy, it would be handball all day every day, even in the colder months. My love for handball and my drive to become a better player is what kept me fit, but I don’t have that anymore. Now all I do is walk around campus and around the store at work and that hardly counts as anything.
I’ve stopped caring about my grades. My appearance. My presentation. So today I decided I’m gonna change that!
Before coming here, I used to eat only veggies and fruit and protein and stuff like that. I never ate chips or candy, and I never drank juice or even coffee. I pledge to myself that I’m gonna go back to that lifestyle—although I’m making an exception for coffee cause I can’t life without that shit—and get back in shape. I’m gonna find a way to restore my drive to be active. I’m gonna fall back in love with fitness. And I will ACTUALLY start going to the gym. I promise.
Lastly, I will start paying more attention to my grades. I’ll admit this is the part of my plan that I’m least excited about, but I’m gonna make myself do it.
I’m pumped. I haven’t been this excited to commit since I bought my iPhone (which is saying a lot but let’s not get all negative here). I can’t wait to become a new me. Here we go!!
i sent my mom one of my greeter photos from black friday and she replies with “nice!! your eyes look bigger in this one.”
alright you are absolutely mannerless and i would not hesitate for a second if given the chance to deck you in the fucking face